| Like a cat with a bowl of cream... |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|07:32 pm] |
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| | peaches- presidents of the united states of america | ] |
This weekend was awsome! No... actually lied it was alright.
So friday night i went out with this guy named Kevin who goes to Seten Catholic School. We went to there game against Queen Creek and to dinner and I made him let me bring michelle along. So at the game he points out his "friend" who is taking to homecoming the next day as a favor. OMFG could the guy not take a hint. This girl was definatly wanting him more then life itself. She was so pissed when she saw that he had brought me and (not to sound conceded or anything) I turned out to be like 10 times hotter then she is. So because she kept giving me dirty looks I took off Kevin's belt and spanked him with it and would rub up on him and stuff. It was funny.
Then as we are leaving I see Kasper, Cooper's older brother, who hangs out with the Kyle's and he talks to me and say that we should hang out. Michelle is like Kasper's hot but such a jerk. This is because apparently he told Kyle that we had sex with him. A sort of menage a trois. So then he calls and me and michelle refuse to answer. And like five minutes before I had a call from Ryan (Kyle's other friend) and he asks me what I'm doing so I'm like nothing and then I say that I'm going to kyle's and that he should meet me downstairs. We ditch Kevin, meet up with Jermey (michelle's new guy) and go there.
I get to Kyle's and cooper is outside so he walks me up and as I walk in the door I see Brock another of michelle's ex boyfriends and I didn't even know he knew Kyle and all them but apparntly he does. So we talk and then I see Kasper and he definatly had said at the football game that he didn't hang out with the kyle's. WTF?! So I see Ryan and ask if michelle is welcome here and he says to tell her to stop being a pussy and bring her up. So I bum a cigerette and go to the back balcony. I see some people in Kyle's room and they all have cigerettes so I ask if I can use one to light mine and it turns out that the guy I asked was Kyle Mills who looks completely different! And not in a bad way. Where he used to have blond hair and a clear face, he has black hair (that I can't help but notice match his eyelashes) and a lip piercing on the right side and a eyebrow ring on the left and now instead of being a guy who was michelle's type he is now something I would of picked up. Which is a scary thought since he went out with my best friend and that just screams not aloud to touch.
Anyways I walk outside and he follows and we start talking and it turns out that he wasnt the one writing those texts. That he was the one talking nicely to me and that it was his friend and that he was sorry. So Im about to tell him to tell his friend to stop when n=michelles drunk ass comes stumbling outside and Kyle just gives me a look so I send her back inside and he says "awkward". So then it seems as if everyone has to come onto the balcony! So we dont get to talk. So then I move to the kitchen and talk to Ryan and Kyle Mills and some girl walk in and we all talk and joke around. Michelle comes in and bitches about wanting to leave... So I tell her to go to the car I'll be there in a second. I walk over to Ryan and give him a hug and then give kyle a hug and kyle mouths calls me so I mouth back YOU call ME! and then I leave.
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Halloween I go to facinations and get an evil tinkerbell costume that is extremely skanky! It looks awsome on me. So me and michelle go to dinner with tom and then meet my other bf sarah at a party and we drink a little there and then go to a different part to get something special and when we are there we find out that there is going to be a wet t-shirt contest. Whoever wins gets 50 dollars. So me and michelle enter as a team and spend the next two hours getting the judges to promise to vote for us. (there are a lot of judges) then we get a call that says to come to this other party that they'll pay us ten dollars. We tell Dan that we'll be back soon and he says that the contest starts at one thirty. So we go and it sucks cause girls are walking around in bras and thongs and we hadn't known that clothes was optional! So we leave and go back to my house and frolic there for a while and then sneak out and go back to the party. When we get there we find out that they had already had the contest. So we get pissed and the judges are like we didnt want to start but the other girls were being bitches but they give us 20 dollars because they know it would of been a good show. Then a guy from my school who sits right next to me in AP English comes and I see him buy a shit load of coke. OMG! Then I leave to sneak back into my house. By then we are pretty drunk and as i'm pulling the real window back on I accidently hit the storm window and it falls and breaks so I don't know what to do but then me and michelle run down the street find a rock and put it by it. We get dresses in pj's mess up my bed, make our hair look like we've been sleeping on it and then we go wake up my parents and tell them that someone threw a rock at my window while we were sleeping and that it broke. My parents belive me and then we go to bed for real... but not before Michelle says that she wont consider me her best friend if I still talk to kyle. |
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| Mirror Mirror on the Wall... |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|09:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchey | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Greenday: American Idiot | ] |
Its been more then two months since I posted. What are you going to do about it? Sue me?
Although, alots happened since last I wrote.
Adam found my sunglasses in his car and gave them back to me. And he still picked me up for school every morning. We continued to hang out on weekends and on tuesday nights I would hang out with him. Well one night were sitting there and he says that we should have sex and I'm like hello buddy I'm a virgin I want it to be special, but he says its over rated. I end up going for it and it sucked (like I was expecting anything else).
Its strange when you think about sex. Its kinda like before the first time you ever really kiss a boy. You think that something profound is about to occur, something that makes you tingle from your head to your toes. But then when you really go through with it, its no big deal and you think... "Thats what i've been waiting for ALL THIS TIME?! What a waste!" well hate to break it to you my little romantics but sex is definantly the same way. But like kissing its only after you do it like three times that it starts to be nice. But you still have to struggle through those first two times when its gay and you only do it to be cool.
So, anyways. Me and Adam still didn't talk at school, him being a memeber of the Jerk Squad and thus not able to talk to anyone below cheerleader status. Whatever I ignored him too. Then on friday night one week after the first time we had sex his friends call and are all like hey we're all at his sisters house and he really wants to see you. Is it okay if we come and pick you up? And i'm thinking "why can't the pussy call me himself". Well the clock says that I have to be home in 45 minutes so I tell them and they say thats cool and come to pick me up anyways. The whole time I'm getting ready to go I'm begging Michelle to come with me because I really feel weird about going. I mean what if this is a set up to be like "hey I don't like you anymore". What if there is another girl there that he's like making out on the couch with her. I mean its strange that He wasn't the one to call right? So michelle comes and when we get to Adam's sisters house he is drunk off of his ass. But in a weird way hes being really sweet. Like he grabbed my hand and led me over to this bench and we just talked. And then I said I had to go and he's like no stay the night here. And I couldn't because Michelle's mom already knew I was staying that night at her house. So I get my things to go and am about to say goodbye to him when his sister comes up and starts talking to him. So i'm like Adam I have to go now I'm sorry. But he places his hands on my cheeks and kisses me softly on the lips and is like wait a few seconds. So I do and then his friends drive his truck to Michelle'd with Meech inside and I sit in the cab with Adam. And then he's like lets have sex right here in the back of a moving vehicle. Um... how about no. When we get to Michelle's he says he wants to hang out here for a little while but MIchelle says no. So we walk into the house. But then Adam calls my phone and is like you have my wallet bring it outside. Only I didn't have his wallet I had mine. So we play this "what does the wallet look like" game. I win and get my wallet back. Jasmine comes outside to get me and Adam is like "JAZZY! Would you be my girlfriend?" which completely pisses me off. So I go inside the house and wait for her to come back in.
After this little episode Adam stops liking me. I know this because in the car on the way to school all he talks about is how much he likes this girl and that girl. Whatever. I mean one day he even goes... "what are you doing on friday". So I told him partying and he's like "I'm going to be sleeping." and I ask why and he responds that was at a girls house until four am every morning and that he was really tired. So I say "thats cool". And he's like "Malia I really want her to be my girlfriend." So I tell him to just ask her and I walk quickly away because in a strange way it hurts to hear that. Expecially since only like a month before he said relationships were overrated and so he never asked me out. So I just refuse to ride with him anymore and he stops coming to pick me up.
Then one day I'm walking through the hall while I supposed to be in class and all of a sudden the door right in front of me opens and out steps and Adam. He flings an arm around my shoulders and is like "You've been avoiding me." So I'm like "no". and he's like do lie about it. So I tell him to stop avoiding me if he doesn't want me to avoid him. End of conversation.
Then two days later on saturday I go to this party and see my best friends JAcob who I hadn't talked to in FOREVER and we sit and catch up on everything that had happened and he is furious about the Adam deal and the way the guy treated me. And then strangly... my phone rings and (SURPRISE!) its Adam. I answer it and he's like what are you doing. So I'm like "partying". He's like "oh" and hangs up on me. So while I'm not paying attention Jacob grabs my phone calls him up and bitches at Adam telling him to meet him somewhere so he can teach him the correct way to treat girls. When I get home I call Adam and tell him that I'm sorry about my friend. But then we just go back to not talking to each other.
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Michelle went out with this guy named Kyle Mills and on the day after they got there apartment they through a hugh party I ended up getting drunk and having really good sex with his room mate Kyle Patten. So then the next day Kyle Mills is being an ass and him and Michelle have a really bad break up. And I haven't talk to them since. That was like a month and a half ago.
then today I got a weird text message...
them: hey if I paid u would u give me a blow job?
me angry deciding to figure out who this is...
me: well that depends. Who is this?
them: well what depends
me: on who this is
them: who u with?
me: myself
them: u at home
me: yeah
them: its kyle
me: which kyle?
them: the cool kyle
me: which would be?
them: u know take a guess trust me you know
me: patten
them: mills
me: okay why are you talking to me?
them: I dont know do u not want me to talk to u
me: well kyle it seemed as if things ended badly between my group and yours. So why is it your talking to
me all of a sudden?
them: ha ha well what about the question I asked earlier
me: why would you say for me to do that?
them: I don't know would u?
me: my best friend really liked you and you hurt her really bad
them: she is with joey come on will u?
me: do you understand what I mean?
them: hey why did you text michelle I wanted to talk to u
me: why you doing heroin?
them: im not. u with michelle arnt u
me: no were talking on the phone
them: well quit dont let her easedrop will u still do me a favor?
me: why is it you think im a slut?
them: i dont know u said u would member
me: when did I ever say that?
them: u said well that depends so come on
me: yeah on who you were. you have no right to text me and ask for a blow job like im some kind of slut it hurts that you think of me like that
them: come on I have a big dick we'll have fun
me: you cant even get it up
them: cause its big she just layed there like a dead cow she doesnt know what she is doing
me: who michelle?
them: duh!
me: im worse then she is
them: so just give me head
me: so are we done here?
them: y u ganna be mean
me: because I have only done that once and I was bad
them: come on i'll give a second chance
me: becuse I dont like being used to upset my friend
them: mia mia mia dont tell her we could have so much fun!
me: well i cant do anything tonight
them: really?
me: yeah. Im in trouble for my speeding ticket
them: well then tommaro?
them: dont tell mich ok. u wanna have anal sex u would love it
me: except that is never going to happen
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How gay is that converstaion. Hopefully more tomorrow. |
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| Paper Bag Princess |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|10:49 pm] |
[mood: tired, bored]
[music: Sublime! Date Rape!]
So it was definitely the first day of school and it really sucked. For seven hours straight I have to listen to adult authority figures drone on and on about how these are the rules and how incidently they're the same in EVERY class! I mean, talk about boring. And then to top it off I got dress coded! On the first day of school! And let me tell you its not my fault that in order for shirts to fit my waist their always too tight on my rack.
Anyways...
The day started like this.
So I really like this boy named Adam. He's really cute and I was pretty sure that he was interested in me. So I asked him like five days ago if he could drive me to school the first day and he said if he got a new car by then he would definatly do it. So at like one in the morning he calls my cell so I drag my lazy ass out of bed to call him back and he says that he can drive me to school the next day. I admit to being excited that the boy I absolutly think is hot has at least shone some intrest in me.
Next morning he picks me up at 7:40 and i get into his new truck but he really doesn't talk to me that much. On the phone he does fine and usually when its just the two of us he seems to talk, but this time it was a no go. I sat there and we both struggled at conversation. I am a shy person by nature and I can only assume that he is too. So i'm supposed to meet my friends at school but he decides that he has to get a drink at m&m before hand. When we get to school we get out of the car and guess what... his friends had parked right across from them. So we walk through the parking lot: him, some guy, and some really pretty girls. so i'm basically apart from their group trying to pretend that I exist but feeling really uncomfortable! So then the girls go away and then him and his guy friend are walking next to me... but not saying ANYTHING to me. So I see a chick I know and call her over and she comes over with her friend and Adam says Hi to Erin who he knows and then just walks away not saying anything to me.
First hour I have two cute boys. One's name is Patrick and the other one i can't remember but he is an exchange student from Germany and has a dreamy accent.
Second Hour I meet up with one of my bestfriends named Jazzy and take her to the orchestra room so she can talk to the teacher and see if she can get in. So i'm like 15 minutes late to class and I walk in and I notice that it is filled with all the people that know I'm a trouble maker and they all giggle so I take a seat and the teacher shakes my hand.
Third hour orchestra I know everyone so I just zone and talk about the good days of summer which involved sleeping in until 3 in the afternoon pool parties at michelles and regular parties at night
Fourth hour is boring and the teacher seems mean. Though I do have a friend in that class so that is pretty cool.
Lunch hits at 12:15 and I realize I don't have my sunglasses and that I must have left them in Adam's car. So I call him but he doesn't answer so I call a couple more times and he still doesn't answer and I'm really upset because those are expensive sunglasses and if anyone sits on them I'm seriously going to kick them in the face. I eat with michelle and like ten other people and I use my fake id to buy some kid cigerettes. Jazzy and Wes pick us up we go back to school and get in trouble for riding in the back of his truck.
Fifth hour rolls around and I like it (the first class I actually have liked today). Cute boy Patrick is in that class and sits right next to me and we talk. Like 15 minutes into class the door opens and in walks Ben the guy I had a hugh crush on last year and he is still hot. He smiles at me and we silently chat across the room.
Sixth hour school is almost done and I walk into the class and get dress coded. I tell my teacher I'm button up my shirt really nicely and she still sends me to the office. Damn her. So I go and they give me the option that I can either change or go home. Is it a big surprise that I didn't change? So i sit outside in like 115 degree weather and feel like I'm melting. Roger sits with me and we have a pretty nice chat. The bell rings and I look for Adam hoping to get my sunglasses. I don't see him but I do see Nathaniel who gave me the lovely hickey on my boob. So I ask him for a ride home and he says no problem. I call Adam and ask him he has my sunglasses and he answers (FINALLY!) and says no. NO?! So now I don't know where i put them and they we're really expensive. Michelle and Jazzy get a ride with us and we smoke all four of us in the front seat like dirty mexicans and then i'm home and I go inside and play with my nephew for two hours.
I go to rent movies and pick up my cell phone later. No new calls, was kinda hoping that Adam would call. I go and rent movies and then go home and decide to call Adam myself. He doesn't answer. I go to my room and start a movie but fall asleep during it. I wake up at around 8 and then eat dinner and go for a walk. During my walk a call Michelle but she says she has to pee and that she'll call me back. Never does. Call adam again and still no answer. Whatever. So then I hang out with my sister and her bestfriend at my sissys apartment and write this. Now we are going downstairs to watch Amelie which I can only watch until 12 (thirty minutes from now) since that is my bed time. So Yeah...i'm so tired now that I could fight my way ot of a paper bag. Not that I ever could or anything. |
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